leloupgarou

Sat, 11 Nov 2006 18:17:27 GMT

Hello everyone.

Goodbye Livejournal.

Ive seen you cry, way too many times.

Thu, 09 Nov 2006 19:39:50 GMT

Going to meet charlotte for a drink tonight, which should be good. Different crowd an all that garbage.

I'm a lot more stressed than I have been in a long time today.

I need to go to Rafes soon so i can email rich my Cv about getting a job in ASDA house. Then i need to sort out what i owe people. Big style.

It's my birthday tomorrow, and i really dont feel birthday like. Everything that i usually love this year has gone tits up. Halloween, Bonfire night, and im sure my birthday will. Gah.

Im missing someone i shouldnt be loads at the moment. but im not gonna go into it.

Time to get a shower me thinks.

We're having an emergency

Thu, 09 Nov 2006 00:05:15 GMT

Monday night was a good thing. And i needed it a lot.

Last night was absolutely awesome. Not for many obvious reason, but i have realized a LOT of things that I should have seen before.

Evil Dead is a dead good film. As is Mysterious Skin and American Psycho.

Im going to watch more films later.

It was good to see Mel today. We totally dont hang out enough, even if I am a boring twat.

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 22:30:47 GMT

I saw Borat today, and it was fucking amazing. Its so offensive, but in a really funny way.

I need a drink.

Time to go home.

Im in love with the world through the eyes of a girl

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 05:19:50 GMT

You can always tell when something isnt quite going right in my life.
And thats when i start listening to Elliott Smith.
I fucking Love that man and what his music means to me.
Noone else will understand. Either/Or is one of the greatest records ever made. FACT. x

This is not my life..

Sun, 05 Nov 2006 20:45:43 GMT

Todays been pretty shitty. I'm still in my PJ's and i havent really been anywhere, in fact, I HAVENT been anywhere.

My plans didnt happen, and i also found out some news that i dont really like, but ive gotta live with.

Im gonna stop fucking around with medication too, coz im not feeling in the best of shape today. UGH. terrible.

Im feeling lonely and miserable. Someone come and love meeeeeee.

Out of sight, out of mind is what will work.

My tolerance level has peaked..

Sun, 05 Nov 2006 14:44:07 GMT

Last night was fucking amazing. Me and tom had a genuine boys night out. Started out at bens, mixing anything and everything into cocktails, and i must say they were fucking amazing. God bless apricot brandy. We set off out to carpe, but when we got there we realized how fucking shitty it is so we chipped up to the dock for a few cheeky drinks there. Lauren belled tom, and she came up after watching casualty in millennium square, and we nicked all her vodka redbull basically, whilst having a good old chat on some grassy mound outside leeds met uni. We went back to carpe for a bit, and thats where things start to get seriously fuzzy. Theyd run ut of cider or something, so i kicked off with some bar maid, telling her to sort it out, i think anyway. Then we must have headed off to witherspoons in the train station, which equalled a pitcher of blue lagoon, and me trying to tell people you cant talk about chocolate men around emmo, when in fact he really doesnt give a shit. After this, i grabbed a bacon cheese burger from Maccy D's and nipped down to the cockpit. This is where my night seems to have dissapeared. I really dont remember much, but what i do is a massive lol. I made friends with kate, which is a good thing. I talked to shit loads of random people, and i genuinly feel like i had a good night. After the cockpit we all started to march home towards armley, and i started getting lairy.

Dave was kicking a glass bottle or something, and some guy said "come on guys, were all fully grown men, theres no need for that"

So i said "your mums a fully grown man"

Guy "what the fuck did you just say about my mother?"

Then one of his mates calmed him down or something and he said "okay mate, can you tell me where the train station is?" when we were fucking stood outside it. Dickhead.

So i just said "your mums a train station"

And then he hit me, and he hit Dave, and Dave was like "you do NOT wanna have done that" and then the guy and his 6 or so friends basically legged it. So we chased them and had a genuine street brawl. It involved emmo fly kicking some guy to the ground, and me getting confused as hell and punching cropper in the face. Sorry about that.

Man. Talk about testosterone kicking off big time. I well loved it.

Today im looking forward to chilling out with sophie at armley manor, and, getting rid of this terible hangover.

God, my hand hurts.

Fri, 03 Nov 2006 16:18:42 GMT

Im sat strightening my hair in front of the computer whilst listning to the Klaxons.

God help me.

Fri, 03 Nov 2006 01:21:47 GMT

I feel good tonight. Reeeeal good.

Thu, 02 Nov 2006 16:58:43 GMT

Ive been told to expect my moods to be up and down a lot recently, so id appreciate it if people can bare with me for a little while.

Fanx.

Wed, 01 Nov 2006 01:30:10 GMT

I'm tired and I'm going home.

Dear eastern prom...

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 23:22:37 GMT

I had a really cool day with Cara today. We just hung out and talked about general life matters, and nothing at all aswell.
Went to Carpe for a bit this afternoon but I wasnt really feeling it, just fancied coming back home, making some grub, and slapping my Pc in my room for music and films.
It was Nic's birthday today, so i said happy birthday. I think me and him and others are having a chillout at his on wednesday. Dunno yet.
Tomorrow? I think ive got 2 sets of plans, but i dont know which are gonna happen. All depends on people really. But, one of them involves me making an optimus prime costume out of carboard boxes. I really hope it will look good.
Im still feeling better about life. Go team.

In a world of sluts, we keep the wet dream alive.

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 03:35:22 GMT

I almost babbed my pants when it said it was 4.16 on my phone. I havent set the clock back yet. It took a while to click on. Then this made me think of applying for a job at HSBC online, and asking Rafe for help with some scenario questions, coz honestly, I have NO common sense.

Sitting up on the internet till you actually get dizzy sitting down is what life is all about. Honestly.

I want to know where all the summer went this year? And why im now jobless with no future. Im not dwelling on it too much yet, but i seriously need an income soon, or else ill become and axe murderer and rape your sisters and shit.

I have a sister. Its still feeling weird. I recon ive met her before aswell. Dodgy as fuck.

Friends sometimes dont work out as they should. The future could be ours or, it could just be yours.

Im really missing television. I mean, repeats of stargate, CSI, and Boston Legal, mixed in with the classics, ie hollyoaks, were what made my life before. These days its contemplating how many tuna sandwiches ive have eaten over the past 2 weeks, and how many i will eat in the next two weeks. This will get sorted out soon. Either by getting a TV lisence, or by buying some ham.

I feel good overall tonight. This is a differnt night. I like it.

TARRA!

Sun, 29 Oct 2006 19:42:19 GMT

I need to stop going OTT.
I think ive sucessfully done it once today, stopped myself that is.
I need to get into a routine.

I'm turning myself in for crimes i didnt commit, i needed to feel truely innocent.

Sun, 29 Oct 2006 16:31:22 GMT

So yesterday I found out I have a sister. Turns out my dad had a daughter he didnt even know about, fucking player. Even better news is that shes got a kid, so technically I'm an uncle now. Even though I dont know if its a neice or a nephew. Noones told me much yet, which im a bit pissed off about, but i am excited coz its totally like something off jeremey kyle <3

Does anyone else hate having to make decisions against your better will? I know i do. I get all shaky and dizzy, and myabe a little paranoid when i start thinking about such things. Now is one of them. Im such a pissy cunt sometimes, well scratch that, all the time really.

To set the record straight,
I never could relate,
and when it all went wrong,
you sang a different song.

I really wanna get back into Wes Eisolds lyrics, as much as i was. Coz that guys a genius, and he has a lyric for everything i can think of. The above means a lot to me right now.

Im off for a beer and burger with Hooley and Ben now. Good times.

In general, i think im gonna be heaving massive sighs of releif about the world over the next two weeks. Lets wait and see.

Thu, 26 Oct 2006 22:17:47 GMT

Dancing around today, not drunk, like a penis, all hands in the air an that, was suprisingly fun to be honest. Dont know how its gonna turn out, but it should be a laugh. My old manager Hayley was there, and John from pita too, who did some fucking dancing on his skates. Not as good as he can do though, coz ive seen him do better. But whatevs. Im gonna be on MTV or something, i bet ill get fan mail.
Supposed to be getting lairy with the guys tonight, but i dont think i will. Save some for tomorrow night and that. I wanna go to carpe for a bit, and then break my new room in and all that. Just have a nice night, reading or something along those lines.
I hope i can land a job soon, and sort out all this snappy/depressed shit that i keep doing to myself and everyone else.

BYE LIVEJOURNAL

Thu, 26 Oct 2006 00:26:31 GMT

I'm totally digging this no sleep thing. Thats blatently a lie.
Ive got my room at bens but i need to pick up my keys, and if anyone fancies giving me a lift from headingley to armley with my stuff, i wouldnt fucking love you forever.
Tomorrow night im looking forward to a quiet night with some films. If you would like to join me, then do let me know.
Im going to do loads more mysapce quizes now.
Good night.

Sun, 22 Oct 2006 11:27:38 GMT

So this weekend...
Friday was prertty uneventfull. Im mainly saying this coz i dont remember any of it, as i was so wasted. Funny bits that i can remember include Hooley being racist on the bus from Armley to town, and David Mulletgun being fucking wasted. I went to star for about half an hour then left, I have no idea why i left, and at the same time, i have no idea why i went. I woke up on saturday morning with no recollection how i got home, and still fucking stinking drunk.

Saturday, chilled out with Oddball, Ben and Lauren. They all had fish and chips and whatnot, and i had a bottle of pepsi, SCORE!! Lauren went home, and Hooley turned up. Fucked about ont tinterclick, and then grabbed some alcohol and went to town. Carpe was shoddy as usual, and we headed up to the bassment where juvi was unusally empty/bollocks. After contemplating reasons why i shouldnt go to cockpit, ben convinced me over a big tatsy burger, and i went and danced loads with hooley and josh and taz. I apologised to a few people due to Hooley's plain weird behaviour. It was a right laugh. Got a Taxi back to armley manor, and kipped. Hooley kicked me out of the bed. Scumbag.

Im gonna rest myself.

Sun, 22 Oct 2006 03:53:21 GMT

Hooley: "shes normal from the chest up"

Josh: "......................... what about the fucking HUMP?!"

lol at life

Sat, 21 Oct 2006 17:21:16 GMT

Watching porn isnt doing it for me anymore.
Gay wrestling with oddball most certainly isnt either.
I cant wait to sleep next to ben again.

Sat, 21 Oct 2006 11:53:28 GMT

Ive never woken up this drunk in my whole life.
Whats the deal here?

I like my coffee black, just like my metal

Thu, 19 Oct 2006 11:05:57 GMT

Today Ive woken up in a foul fucking mood.

Not a good way to start the day.

Wed, 18 Oct 2006 22:11:48 GMT

Since everyones left tonight, I feel pretty miserable.
Im tired, but for some fucking reason ive just drunk a can of sprite 3G. Niiiice one. Im so restless, and quite frankly pissed off. I might walk to my mums, for something to do, and some thinking time. Coz im not gonna be able to sit still all night so whats the point in staying here?
Im adamant about this meeting new people thing, either that, or im gonna do what i usually do and just drift friends again. I cant be arsed with all the fucking arguements and shit that im getting these days, call it my fault or whatever, but some people cant see how im being treated.

Sun, 15 Oct 2006 12:13:48 GMT

"marrytheblaspheme@hotmail.co.uk says:
oh and you hit rosie, so you would hit a girl
marrytheblaspheme@hotmail.co.uk says:
so yet again, lies."

Wow. Some people actually know everything.

Sun, 15 Oct 2006 11:24:06 GMT

This journal is starting to be something all about decisions.

Next decision: Stop drinking.

There are 2 reasons for this decision.

Reasons: I do the fucking dumbest of things when im drunk. I have run out of money (main reason).

Now i think i should go back to sleep.